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Those who forget the past are condemned to repeat it

2011年6月4日 T 没有评论

本博已被墙,楼梯请自备。

This blog has been blocked in mainland China, and if you’re unfortunately in this area, you have to find your own way to access.


I heard there’s an old saying or idiom, “If you can’t say something nice, don’t say nothing at all”. So on this particular day, I want to share some of my thoughts.

We both, the individual and the authority, know quite well that 4th, June is not a common day, and will not be. But for the most of us we just pretend we don’t acknowledge it, and we never talk such topics in public. That’s our fault, after they committed the crime. We did nothing but turn a deaf ear about it. Where is our consciousness? Yes, you may say there are many people standing out to protest the wrongdoings of the government, but remember, even you can make a huge list of these dissidents’ names, they’re still the minority. The authority can crush therm like bugs at any time. The general population don’t give a shit about it. Only when their interests have been violated, will they resist; otherwise they are just “good people”, minding their own business. It’s quite normal, isn’t it? Actually it’s pathetic.

22 years ago, the students shed their blood in Tiananmen Square. The government regarded them as rebels. What did the students do? They made peaceful and non-violent petition, expecting that some reforms will take place in China, in a more open and more democratic way. And what  they got were bullets and tanks. I suppose some people must have lost their mind.

Now, 22 years passed, and China has become stronger and stronger, but do you think we, the ordinary people, get the benefits? We know too well that the government took the lion’s share. Citizens give up some of their profits and freedom to form a government,aiming to take care of the public affairs and serve the citizens, which should be controlled and supervised by the citizens. Now the government become the Big Brother, watching us in every aspect. How long can we endure?

Make no mistake, none of the regimes can hold the power forever. They either be overthrown violently or they have to seek reform eagerly; totalitarianism and oligarchy always fall into the former category


p.s: Since Langlang, the famous Chinese Pianist, refused to play “Candle in the wind” for the dead of 4th June, 1989. Let’s enjoy it our own.

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Movie Review “Dead Poets Society”

2011年5月3日 T 没有评论

I’ve watched the film “Dead Poets Society” last week, and I found it’s really classic. But ironically, I never heard the name of this film until someone recommended another film “The Way Back” (I may talk about that later) which was shot by the same director. This movie do not like the kind of film shot in 1980′s, the scenes remind me of “Scent of a Woman”, have very high qualities. Somehow that’s not the point, the point is the poems in this file attracted me. I don’t have that good command of English, so I can certainly not understand the full spirit of these poems, that’s why I want to take a note here, it will be in handy.

I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to “glorify God and enjoy him forever.”

– Henry David Thoreau:Walden,or Life in the Woods

O CAPTAIN! MY CAPTAIN!

O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weather’d every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;

But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up&emdash;for you the flag is flung&emdash;for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribbon’d wreaths&emdash;for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
The arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You’ve fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still,
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will,
The ship is anchor’d safe and sound, its voyage closed and done,
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won:
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler,long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other,as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim;
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that,the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh,I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,and I—
I took the less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed,
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature’s changing course untrimmed:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow’st,
Nor shall death brag thou wand’rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st,
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

– William Shakespeare

She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty,like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellow’d to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more,one ray the less,
Had half impair’d the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o’er he face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure,how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek,and o’er that brow,
So soft,so calm,yet eloquent,
The smiles thatv win,the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

– George Gorden Byron

Last but not least, in the end of the film, when the students stand upon the desk, when the words “Oh, captain. My captain.” spit out their mouth. I was totally moved and I yelled in my heart, “Fuck the regulations!

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Reading Note

2011年3月28日 T 没有评论

Just finish reading a TIME magazine (March 28, 2011). The last part of it is about some celebrities be invited to answer 10 questions. This time they raise questions to a sex columnist, Dan Savage. What impressed me most was his last answer.

Q10: What advice can you give readers of Time?

A: We talk about love in a way that’s very unrealistic:”If you’re in love, you’ll not going to want to have sex with anyone else but that person.” That’s not true. We need to acknowledge that truth so people don’t have to spend 40 years of marriage lying to and policing each other.

We’re human, we try to be idealistic, but it’s a heavy burden for all of us. Sometimes we need to admit our weakness and face it. Definitely, that man told the truth, ruthless as it is, but still, it’s the truth. I like this man, bold and…cool.

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Pray for Japan

2011年3月14日 T 没有评论
From Drop Box

When facing the fury of nature, we, human beings, are all too vulnerable.

Mar 11th, the most serious tsunami ever happened in the Japanese history has hit the Japan’s east coast, causing massive destruction and casualty. I watched videos on Youtube, it was horrible. Everything in front of the waves were all swept away. Buildings were pulled down like toys, men and women climb to the roof waiting to be rescued. The entire city seems disappeared in seconds.

Today I donated to Japanese Red Cross Society via Google checkout, one of the biggest donation in my lifetime, because I regard the damage was really really terrible, this is the worst disaster I’ve ever seen.

Pray for Japan. Hope everyone will find their way home, all the sufferings will be consoled, all the pain will be forgotten, the dead will rest in peace, the living will sustain and carry on.


p.s: Damn the GFW for blocking the login page of Google checkout.

Wingsuit Basejumping – The Need 4 Speed: The Art of Flight

2011年2月16日 T 2 条评论

One of the best and most excited extreme sport I have ever seen. A US guy, Matt Krecic, showed me that one day in a coffee cafe named Cafe Dennis, and once I have finished watching, I was immediately attracted by it. I hope you will enjoy it too. It’s really really COOL!

Wingsuit Basejumping – The Need 4 Speed: The Art of Flight from Phoenix Fly on Vimeo.

I suppose that Vimeo was blocked in China, so if you cannot see anything upside, try to load the video downside, though I think it cannot give you the feelings which the original one will bring to you .


p.s: The background music is also very impressive, its name is “Disappear Here”.

My Blog has been Blocked in China

2011年1月13日 T 没有评论

From Jan 6, 2011 my blog has been blocked in China.

It is very ironic, since I seldom wrote anything political recently. I don’t see my blog very popular among people which gained great influence, on the contrary, it’s rather small, for its average amount of visitors per day is only around 50.

So why block me? It makes me confused. Bloggers like me are not worth to be noticed or mentioned, we use blog to record something personal, something technical, and very rarely we do grumble about political affairs. That’s quite normal, isn’t it? If the government cannot even tolerant someone like us, the slightest dissidents, there must be something wrong with this country, what else could you say? Anyway, I hope it is not so, I hope it is a mistake, I hope anyone, especially the ones in China could visit my blog without using any “special” ways.

Here I shall say this: I will not be stopped blogging, not by the Great Fire Wall (aka: GFW) which blocked my blog, or the statics of blog visitors which disappointed me, or anyone who attempt to do so.

o.k., that’s all.

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购物中要提防的陷阱

2011年1月4日 T 没有评论

世风日下,人心不古。

现在的商家为了卖东西真是无所不用其极。这个元旦准备采购一些大家电,和夫人在网上逛了逛,看中了西门子的冰箱(KK25F55TI)和洗衣机(WM10S360TI)各一台,网上价格总计: 9015,赠券总计: 400。于是我们就踩着这个基准去永乐南方店讨价还价,具体过程就不说了,反而都是口舌之争,最后营业员的承诺是:发票金额 9199,实付金额7979,赠券、以旧换新等另计。我白纸黑字写在了自己的便笺本上,让营业员确认了一遍。但到实际打单的时候发票上的金额和我实付的金额却都是:8389刷卡的时候我一时糊涂,没有看具体金额就付了,回头再找营业员理论的时候,她满脸堆笑,但一口否认曾经的承诺,对我白纸黑字写下来的内容表示困惑不解,完全没有印象。对于这样赤裸裸的背心弃约,我只能表示无语。

这是一件事,另外我还在永乐南方店买了4台格力的空调,因为买的多,所以有些折扣和优惠都打到了其中最贵的一台格力空调(72568Aa-2)上,最后谈下来的价格是:发票金额5798,另外赠券625。这个价格比网上要优惠不少,我们觉得挺满意,但到实际打单的时候却说没货,我们表示没关系,等有货了再发也可以。对方却说,等下次有货了就不是这个价格了这压根是知道这个价格做不下来,想反悔而找的借口。

这次买家电总结了点经验,一定要写下来提醒自己今后注意:

  1. 带好水瓶
  2. 不知道为什么,很多卖场的暖气打得极热,让人面红耳赤的,严重影响讨价还价的状态。因为人一热往往比较急躁,很容易做出各种冲动的决定。喝点水,降降温,可以很好的平息心情。

  3. 做足功课
  4. 要买什么东西一定要心里有个大致范围,即使不能确定具体型号,也至少要对品牌有个圈定。在商场里听这个介绍,听那个介绍一定会迷茫的,谁都说自家的东西好。

  5. 一定要带纸笔,能带个计算器更好
  6. 这一点非常重要。营业员每天做自己的那个牌子,其实心里清楚得很,怎么做都了如指掌,不要算都知道。我们消费者就不行了,这里减钱,那里加券,还有积分,还是合买优惠,靠心算当然可以,但要买一天下来,相信你会精疲力尽,再也没有算的兴致了。有了纸笔要好的多,无论什么价钱都记清楚,无论营业员怎么忽悠,你都心里有谱。

  7. 心里素质过硬
  8. 营业员经常会冷嘲热讽,比如我买空调的时候,问她价格然后用纸笔记下,她很是不屑,说我们年轻人读书读多了。我是不在乎她说什么的,搞不清价格才是最大的傻瓜呢。后来果然发现她在忽悠我们,原来说把总价做到12000,实际上付钱13000+,以旧换新算下来只有600多,差了400多,问她怎么减的时候就她就吃开话题,跑题到不知道什么地方去了。

  9. 不吃感情牌
  10. 这点对家长们尤其管用,她上来也不是谈价格,先说和你同龄,拉近彼此的距离;然后边谈价,边说种种生活的琐事。总之和你一见如故的感觉,要你充分相信她。我们只要记住一点:我是来买东西的,除了价格和质量,我谁也不认。

  11. 不要内讧
  12. 带着家人一起买很容易出现意见不统一的情况,有了矛盾完全不必在营业员面前表现出来,他们才是我们要一致对抗的对象,我们内讧,他们往往更容易做生意。当然这种情况不是一定的,如果我们刻意营造一个唱红脸,一个唱黑脸的气氛,对还价有时还是很有帮助的。这里关键就是貌不合心要合。

  13. 斤斤计较
  14. 任何营业员对先前承诺的放弃都要追究到底,无论是什么原因造成的。我们买冰箱+洗衣机时,先前有说到直降400,但等我们买完几乎所有家电,去问店长要进一步的整体优惠时,却被告知先前的直降400做不了了,但整体优惠可以做到1300,我们也就妥协了。这里的整体优惠是我们的一个盲区,我们完全不知道店长是如何操作的,尺度如何。所以我们很容易轻易妥协。其实这一部分也应该视为我们应得的利益,不过这也是最不容易被洞悉,也是最容易被忽悠的地方。

  15. 迷茫时,及时退出
  16. 逛商场逛一天很容易出现迷茫的现象,对对方的价格全无概念,对对方的产品全无了解,这时候千万不要再呆在商场里,边犹豫边听营业员的唠叨,出去找个椅子坐坐。一个人的话就理理思路,几个人的话就各抒己见,反正排除了商家的干扰,大家还是比较可能做出理性的判断。

  17. 了解一点心理学
  18. 营业员向店长询价寻求折扣、对你感兴趣的商品刻意提示你随时可能断货、在买完大件后要你买小件都是最简单的心理学应用,可以看一下非常流行的《影响力》(英文名是”Influence”)这本书,浅显易懂,都是以案列的形式向我们展示我们是如何被微妙的心理学影响的。只需要简单的知道我们可能被这些事情影响就可以让你提高警觉,碰上这些事情的时候会多一些思考,更加理性。

  19. 学会放弃
  20. 一般来说买东西我们也需要考虑自己的时间成本,如果数额不是太大的东西,我们的确犯不着浪费一整天的时间和价格过不去,当即立断买下来可以节省我们的时间,这同样是在省钱。但大家电不一样,一买就是好一个月工资,如果一个人工资在6000左右,平均下来也就是200/天,那么如果你觉得家电的价格差价大于你心理价位200以上,其实你就可以放弃了,毕竟家电这东西多逛一天很可能给你带来远不止200的价钱差距,所以即使考虑上时间成本你还是合算的。价格不合适,耍手走人,不要犹豫。你这一天是白辛苦了,但很可能是会有回报的。


p.s: 题外话,最后表扬一下我本来非常不想表扬的工商银行,在我6笔大款消费后很贴心地有客服mm用很柔美的声音打电话过来要我确认消费情况,马上有一种很舒服、很有保障的感觉。虽然工商银行扣过我无数莫名其妙的费用,但当时对它的印象还是一下子变得无比美好了。

表姐结婚了

2010年11月22日 T 3 条评论
From Drop Box

个人的心情文章,无实质内容,亦缺乏照片的支持(图片慢慢补充中),非亲朋好友请走酱油通道。

11月20日,表姐大喜的日子,还是很值得庆祝一下的。我这个人比较奇怪,虽然从小到大都是在女孩堆里长大,但比较谈得来的好像也就是表姐而已,虽然我们其实并不怎么有交流。。。所以决定撰文一篇(流水帐),以示纪念。

以个人角度简述一下:

  1. 表姐家
    早上9:30赶到表姐家。第一感觉,她的跟妆还不错,没有把新娘画的很浓艳,还算认得出本人。随手翻看了一下当天的日程安排,好像很详细,功课做得很足,不过没搞清楚是她自己写的还是婚庆弄的。关于这个又被夫人批评一番,说我当时毫无规划。。。百无聊赖地在屋里逛了会发现她新买了台电脑,x201的,不过居然放在桌子的角落上,上面还架了个台灯,看上去这个笔记本电脑就好事是个垫台灯的玩艺儿。现在可真是有钱人啊,想当初帮她修过的几台电脑还都挺破旧的,一嫁人果然生活水准立即大有提升啊。还顺便吃了点好时巧克力,好像蓝色包装的味道更好些,因为有些夹心。呆到10点多就下去放鞭炮了,表姐说了要用一串鞭炮摆成两个心形,要求还挺高的,其实很难摆哟,更何况都是些男人拙劣的心形美感。虽然很努力的调整了半天,但看起来也勉强像两个圈的模样,不过表姐既然不知道也就算了,哈哈。10:30过后一会就一辆加长的白色林肯开来,真是。。。太拉风了,看得我好生艳羡。鞭炮霹雳哗啦一阵过后,我就很快上楼去了,接下来就是堵门时间。关于这个表姐很有放水嫌疑,好像全过程也没有15分钟的样子。。。真是迫不及待想嫁人的表现啊。
  2. 新郎家
    11点多接着赶往新郎家,在七星城,住宅很豪华的样子。有Fissler的厨具,听夫人说过,很高档的货。装修得很简洁大方。出于个人爱好,我总是会关心一下电脑设备,这好像是这个房子唯一不给力的地方,哈哈。夫人对表姐家的很多小东西都感兴趣,蜡烛杯子、放牙膏的小高跟鞋架子、立体的蝴蝶杯子、表姐的钻戒。。。
  3. 婚礼前奏
    接着我就没什么时间概念了,总之出了新郎家我就在车上睡了一觉,醒来就到了婚礼的举办地——薇婷故事。这是一个很西式风格的地方,我们到的早趁表姐他们化妆的时候我们就四处看看,也有别人在举行婚礼。由于气氛都很温馨自由,我们在别人的婚礼场地里也不觉得很唐突,我甚至还吃了块蛋糕、喝了杯咖啡、还和这对不认识的新人的宾朋好友们一起为新人放飞的气球。混迹人群的感觉太有意思了~ 这对新人结束以后我们的工作也就很快开始了,我就呆在签到台那里帮帮忙。每个人签到之后还要写张心愿卡公抽奖使用,夫人也代表我们两人写了一张,很普通的祝福语。我觉得既然是表姐的婚礼我还是自己也用心写一张,顺便也增加一下抽中的几率。我写的大概是:

    好梦幻的婚礼啊,太给力了。祝新婚快乐,百年好合。其他的嘛,你们懂的。^_^ ^_^

    我觉得我是所有宾客中写得最有个性的,要是抽到我的来念,效果一定最好啊。可惜最后没我,囧Orz… 婚礼仪式的举行在一幢小楼的三楼,因为签到台一定要留人所以我只好发扬下风格,让其他三位女士去观摩。我就啥也没看到了,T_T,哎,不评价。

  4. 正餐时间
    三场仪式分别主题为爱情、亲情、友情,倒还挺有条理的。菜肴很丰盛,吸取了以后吃饭的经验,这一次我再也不客气了。鸡鸭鱼肉,我都吃得很卖力。还第一次见到了东星斑,红红的很好看,可能也有吉祥的寓意,不过说实话,这道菜确是没啥好吃的,和普通的鱼也没啥区别的。为了给表姐捧场我都冲上去了三次,但几乎一次都没机会表现。最有意思的是用奶瓶喝啤酒的游戏,我要开车,上去了也只能当观众,换了个人上来替我。其实我是很想表现一下的。。。
  5. 高潮部分
    表姐他们敬完酒后就神神秘秘地说一会还有花园仪式,千万别以为结束了。一听就知道有大动作,果然最后最炫的一幕登场了,非常的宫廷风格:新郎很绅士地邀请新娘跳舞,轻舞飞扬之时四周烟花齐放,绚丽夺目,一对新人在焰火的映衬下深深地拥吻在一起。这一看就感觉和表姐的风格很像,这个人骨子里就很古典很宫廷。

谈几点关于表姐的印象:

  1. 语言挺有天赋的,会讲潮州话,我从来没听懂过这种古怪的语言。但是很奇怪,作为一个土生土长的上海姑娘,妈妈们也是标准的上海人,同学朋友圈也都在上海,她却从来不说上海话,一向是标准的普通话示人。不知道这个为什么,可能算是个性吧。。。
  2. 很有文学气质。至于有没有文学底蕴我就不清楚了,因为我本人这方面很文盲,不过想来她学的是古典文学,应该还是很不错的吧。表姐很小的时候就通读了红楼梦,后来又反复读过好多遍,关于红楼的书籍好像买过很多。这本大部头的书我很努力地看过,但也没看下来,所以对表姐有些莫名的崇拜。
  3. 关于表姐的性格,我觉得套用一个句型真的还蛮合适的:”Beauty outside. Beast inside.” 在她家小住过一段时间,隐约记得小时候,姑父好像对着电视里的一些高考成绩发表些议论,一下子把表姐激怒了,狂风暴雨般的发了顿火,一把眼泪一把鼻涕的,好唬人啊。第一次深刻地体会到,女孩温柔的外表下还是会有一种爆发力的。另外表姐琴棋书画都稍稍有些功力,看上去就像个文弱的古代女子,非常传统。但她由此告诉我她在学拉丁舞,把我着实震了一下,这个和她一贯的外表反差好大。关于工作的理念也很“先进”,在ebay工作的好好的就因为受不了朝九晚五、休假又少的工作条件而毅然跳槽,连下家都没有找。
  4. 小时候放暑假有时候会住到表姐家,混熟了以后一起玩强手棋实在是一段最令人难忘的时光,一玩就是一整个下午,但是都很不亦乐乎。
  5. 其他的好像还有很多,都是些零星的记忆,很碎片的感觉。

p.s1:补图一张。其实有时候图片的重点偶尔会被转移,这张照片的重点在我看来已经不是新娘了。。。夫人,你表情太到位了,^_^

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p.s2:11月20日也是我教师资格证试讲出成绩的一天,似乎粘了不少喜气,居然过了。也就是说今后我就成功混入了教师队伍,以后请大家叫我郑老师,谢谢~


update:陆续补图中

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一个梦

2010年11月2日 T 6 条评论

昨天做了一个异常清晰的梦,当时就反复提醒自己一定要记下来。其实这可能算不上梦,或许是俗称的鬼压床,但又还有些区别。

首先是睡到一半迷迷糊糊的,听见有敲门声。起初没在意,后来又一阵敲门声,于是引起了我的注意。我侧耳倾听,突然门开了,我有些吃惊,但觉得既然有钥匙开门肯定不是什么坏人,于是静待其变。然后我听到妈妈的声音,问我们在不在家?因为是妈妈的声音,本能上给了人一种安全感,我就安心下来了。但想回答她却发不出声。这是我隐约意识到不对劲,对梦境还是现实产生了怀疑。但这个梦还是太真实了,我当然想了想觉得是现实,所以挣扎着起床,我能动弹,但非常地困难,试了九牛二虎之力才能双脚靠着床沿站起来,我依然没意识到情况是多么地不正常,还是以后在现实中。我想叫夫人,但只能发出微弱的声音,但我知道自己心里是想大声叫的。到这个时候,我的意识开始知道这是在梦境,我急切地想醒过来,但意识却和身体脱节,我无论如何只能感觉到自己靠在床沿做不了任何其他动作。不过这种情况也不是第一次碰到,我并不紧张,用意识开始不断地抗争,我不停地对自己说:醒过来,醒过来!但醒过来的过程确实异常缓慢,一方面是意识不断要求清醒,另一方面身体的反馈却很迟缓。最后感觉意识是慢慢接管身体的,直到最后我睁开眼睛,很想一下子跳起来却不能够,只能一点一点地爬起来,开始慢慢回味这个如此真实的梦。

想想全过程应该怎么样也有10分钟,我在意识清醒的情况下却不能支配自己的身体,这感觉好糟糕但也很奇妙。梦境的开始也是因为自己意识逐渐模糊,其实从第一次敲门声开始就应该充分警觉的,可我却没有,心理防线失陷了。所以居然自己的意识觉得妈妈开门的事情是真实的,太令我吃惊了。

不过我觉得随着对这种感觉的熟悉,渐渐能够有效控制了,第一次碰到这种情况完全是陷入慌乱,越这样越醒不过来,徒劳的挣扎。现在意识越来越清醒,一方面不断提醒自己这不是真实的,是梦境;另一方面,努力控制自己的身体,其实慢慢来,反而接管地更快。

如果大家又碰到这种情况,第一一定不要慌乱,反正慌乱也于事无补;另外,一定让自己充分意识到自己是在梦境中,如果你意识不到这一点,以我的经验来说清醒的过程会慢很多;最后,也不用太害怕鬼压床的说法,我是不信的,虽然我也有些怕,(这种说法是不矛盾的,明白?)其实我觉得只是神经暂时地失去控制身体的能力,没什么,好好体验一下这个过程好了,也不是经常能碰到的。另外也可以考验你的意志力,越快醒过来,你的自制力越强大咯。

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1984bbs.com

2010年10月12日 T 没有评论
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1984bbs.com同样的方式纪念1984bbs.com的被迫关停。虽然作为一个注册用户,但我很少上这个论坛,很多论坛的资讯我完全可以通过其他方式获得,但是@SecretaryZhang和他的1984bbs.com被关停的经过实在让我看着很愤愤不平,是因为我太容易冲动吗?呵呵。
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